Jan 21, 2013

Fail

 
Oh my gosh it has been two weeks since last writing. 
 
Where the heck have I been?  I feel like I just wrote about my haircut.  I've missed you all, though, and it is always so nice to jot down and share my thoughts.  It gives me an outlet to express myself.  Helps me stay creative.  Motivated to do the things that I LOVe.  Especially when things are hard.
 
Which remember my new year's resolution to take things easy?  Let me re quote myself. 
 
"In 2013 I plan to take things easy. De stress. Not feel so pressured to be perfect. (Yes, I'm a perfectionist.) Take one thing at a time. Breath more. Relax more."
 
Fail.

I had a meltdown last week.  I've been feeling A LOT of pressure and finally shut down.  I poured myself out to the Mr.  Cried.  Admitted how I feel tired, run down, unmotivated.  This is very hard for me to share with you all by the way.  I hate feeling vulnerable and like I'm failing.  I will say though that it feels good to let it out.  It takes a ton of weight off my shoulders.  As I write this it also makes me realize that maybe failing will actually help me succeed with this resolution.  We learn from our mistakes and failures.  So, going through this bump in the road may just help me in the end.  It is more proof that I need to slow down.  Stop trying to do it all.  Work at a comfortable pace and ask for help when I need it.  It is OK to show I am vulnerable.  I am human!
 
So, back to working on my resolution and making myself a better, less stressed out, me.
 
Now go have yourself a fabulous week!!!
 
I'm going to!
 
Plan on hanging out with these two crazy girls!
 
They really help to keep everything into perspective!
 
 
 
 
 
 
 LOVe!
 

1 comment:

  1. I know what you are talking about, when you have two small children It's difficult to concentrate and control everything but they grow, I can assure you that everything change in a few years.

    Hugs from Spain
    Marina

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